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Bianca 190191 Strathfield Girls '08 POST-HSC MADNESS, BABY :) Can't wait for UNI-LIFE :D Escape the daily grind. archive January 2005 February 2005 March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 February 2006 March 2006 April 2006 May 2006 June 2006 July 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 January 2007 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 credits skin by: Jane |
Monday, November 23, 2009 @ 10:42 AM
decisions - neyo & brandy Wow the year is almost ending and I've blogged like twenty times (at the most) this year. A poor effort seeing as though I used to be OCD about this shit. Heck, I haven't even changed my left profile.. where it says I'm still partying post-HSC and awaiting uni life which by the way.. is totally underrated. HAHA. Actually, uni was fun in first semester. Second semester was good on Wednesdays :) So my four month holiday started on the 9th of November. It's been great fun :) Yesterday was something like 41 degrees.. it was fucking hot. Went to Parra to watch New Moon. It was fucking shit. I hate it. And I'm sad because it beat Harry Potter in the box office. :( Harry Potter fan through and through baby! Haha. "Age is just a number baby. What are you, like 40?" Please Jacob Black, have my babies. You are amazing. Work three days a week, bludge four days a week. It's a good balance me thinks. Besides, it gives me so much me-time its almost beautiful HAAAAA. It was my cousin Anna's wedding two days ago.. wow, weddings are so exhausting. Just kill me. It was so unromantic. Well I've decided that if and when I get married, my honeymoon is going to be in Finland. Where the Northern Lights are. Where me and my husband, or wife can stay in a glass igloo. HEHEHEHEHE. And then we will travel to Dubai where we can check out the underwater hotel and the underwater restaurant.. and THEN we will fly to Cancun and check out the floating hotel. OH SHIET. :) *** I've got to stop crossing that line. But I don't think I've got enough willpower to. Tuesday, October 13, 2009 @ 10:52 PM
fireflies - owl city Wow I can't believe its been over a year since we graduated from high school. Makes me sad because I know that things could have been so much more different during high school if we were all a little more mature, if we all didn't fall for the same thing over and over again. Yes, it still makes me mad one year on, and no, I will never let it go or forget about it. It's because I know the friendships now could be so much stronger. We'd be so much closer. High school would've been so much more fun :) If I could go back and change things, I definitely would. Looking back I don't know why we didn't say something sooner.. I don't know what the fuck we were afraid of. But I guess we all learnt something from it. At least I did. Never believe someone who's only expertise is manipulation. :) Anyway I can't believe I used to write so much emo shit on my blog. I can't even manage to whip up a decent blog entry let alone one about my innermost feelings which by the way, aren't emo anymore HAHA. Maybe I've finally realised there's some sort of invasion of privacy thing going on.. mmm yesss... I've grown up. :) The group ate at Kobe Jones last night! Omg $80 per person, I literally had tears in my eyes because I worked the entire day.. and for what? Dinner. SIGH. But I guess it was sort of worth it? The food was freakin' divine :) And I was full. So that was good. The bill was close to $900.. omggggggggg :( Since when did we become so high roller? I used to think Steakhouse was pretty up there. HAHA. I hope we go to Melbourne at the end of the year :) I'm so excitedddddd wooo. It just means if we're able to organise and succeed in it we get to travel overseas later! YAY! I'm going to be a grown up HEH :) Anyway, until some random night. Ciao. :) Friday, October 09, 2009 @ 9:57 PM
Heart attack - Keri Hilson Friday night and I'm at home. Oh hello :) Still its 10pm, and I haven't started any work. HAHA! I went to work today, slept when I got home and went to gym till 9pm :) What a way to procrastinate. Loveeeeee. Anyway, these two weeks have been pretty insane. Heh. Ha. Heh. :) YEHHHBOY! In the past two weeks I managed to splurge on Stereosonic and Big Day Out tickets, both of which I am not into but still, it'll be fun. And besides, everyone keeps telling me I should listen to other shit other than RNB. Freakin' haters. I hate John Mayer. YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN JELLAYBEAN! Finals are coming up. HEH. I CANT WAIT TILL ITS ALL OVER and then it'll be a year since HSC ended and it'll be a 3 month holiday doing nothingggg.. hopefully go to Melbourne.. gee that would be so exciting :D Ummmmaaaaa... what elseeeeee has been happening of late... I still need to get my green peas yum, I like green peas... ahhh I guess I also need to stop eating so much... after all, Summer is coming up... though this freakin' cold ass weather at the end of Spring is just totally fucked up... hmmm... oh yeah.. the dust storm... hahaha everything was orange. Fuck why do I even blog? So pointlesss. Maybe for when I'm 40 years old and looking back. Heh. Hello 40 year old self! :) Have you got a car? Are you a millionaire? Do you have a nice house?? :) Stop trying to be cool, you're old okay! Geez loser. Ok I better get started on FINS. FUCKING FINS1613. I hate you! TO DEATH WITCHOOO. Thursday, September 24, 2009 @ 8:21 PM
YES! So two weeks ago, when I was poor, when my entire life savings was a two digit number I was strolling through General Pants with Sammy :) I saw a pair of Tsubi jeans (Ksubi FML same shit) that caught my eye! AHHH. $320? Not in this lifetime, me thinks! Knowing I wouldn't be able to afford it, I walked out of the store a sad girl.. One and a half weeks later, my entire life savings soarssss to a four digit number because my scholarship money arrived! LOL WOOSA! Alongside with that, my tax return! Hurrah! So I went back to GP, and fuck my life.. the bitch there told me they didn't have my size ANYWHERE in NSW. Oh how sad and traumatised I was... BUT! ALAS! TODAY! I FOUND THEM! IN MY SIZE! AT A GP STORE. FRICKIN' LIAR! HMPH. AND! FOR TODAY ONLY! THERE WAS A 15% OFF EVERYTHING SALE :) I swear to you, it was fate... so I got it for $271 :) Saved like 50 dawlas... and I got another pair of LICKS! HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHHEHEEHEHEHEHHEEEEHEHEHEH :) WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! K. Soooo not superficial or shallow at all... But after all the shit marks I've been getting at uni... this is therapy working at its best :) Monday, September 21, 2009 @ 9:24 PM
i must've been pretty fucking deluded to think that it wasn't going to happen. all i can say is there has been some major trust-games at play. to be honest, right this moment.. i cant focus on anything and the only thing running through my head is that one image that i dont want to think about. so, i didnt think i'd ever really mean it when i say this to you.. but fuck you. nothing's going to be the same ever again. you fucked up. the end. Sunday, September 13, 2009 @ 9:05 PM
so in love with you - israel Aw my gawd. Must hold onto any thread of happiness that fmylife.com brings me right now because FML, I ain't happy. Hold on. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRGGGGGHHHH. FUCK. Anyway... so... my midsem break is ending. It's so sad because I wrote a list of things to do, as you do.. every break.. hoping that at least one box is ticked. And of course, no box is ticked seven days later. Congratulations Bianca, for even bothering to write up a to-do list when you knew you weren't going to do all of it. Ah-huh. Yep. I'll thank myself when I fail uni this semester, which mind you.. is already in the process of happening. :) Oh haha, aren't I soo optimistic today?! I need some good relief music thanks. :) So Ko had his early nineteenth party this weekend. He booked out an apartment at Star City, approximately 10 litres of hard liquer, vodka etc for us to divulge in and get insanely drunk. Some did, some didn't. I'll look back and say it was an interesting night... :) I didn't sleep, really.. I sort of dozed off for a few minutes but of course, woke up to either someone snoring or someone farting.. or maybe to some PEOPLE MAKING LOUD NOISES FROM THE ROOM NEXT DOOR. HAHA. Also ate at Blackbird Cafe. First time there. YUM :) Pizza was dee-lish! I definitely want to go back for more one day soon :D Viola's birthday was there as well, same time haha at the table directly behind ours. It was good to see old faces again... sometimes I wonder how differently high school would've been if everyone, I included, had spoke up earlier about what she said.. and did. I don't like her at all. She's a mean bean. So after Star City.. Sammy Shrek Kelvin and I trekked it to Parramatta. We watched on as a gay filo man hit on Shrek, as Kelvin and Shrek (still drunk) stumbled around Westfields, as we drank juice that was chat... as Sammy spent close to $200 on perfume... hahaha.. and all in the name of love. CUTE. :D I went to work, tired... after 31 hours of no sleep. Worked the five hours. Couldn't focus for shit by the way... pretty sure the milk I was steaming was about 20 degrees too hot. Sorrrrrry :( Hit the gym today with Sammy.. to of course eat at Max Brenner afterwards. Lol. Anyway. Enough rambling. Me go download moosic now. Ta. Monday, September 07, 2009 @ 11:25 AM
one last try - stevie hoang YAY, tis Spring :) BOO, tis like sixteen degrees outside :( I don't even know what to blog about anymore. Ummmmm... went clubbing at Verandah for the first time in like a month. It was mediocre. I miss the old times. HAHA. Mid-sem break. Let's reflect on my marks this semester: 2.5/10 in FINS1613. Oh my lord :( Failed one QMB quiz too. Fuck. My. Life. Please. My goal during this one week break is to complete seven weeks worth of work.. hahahahahaha. Yeahokaybuddy. Haven't visited my grandmama in over a week. I'm close to broke. I want my scholarship money NOW. I want a new job. HAHA.. andddd despite all this, I'm actually happy :) I bought my dad socks for Father's Day. He actually wanted them. He told me. LOL. And then I bought him Eels boxers. Double LOL. .. :) I'm going to find myself a life now. 'Til next time! |